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Writing... fear

Mon Jul 20, 2009, 4:57 AM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: The TV in the background
  • Reading: Lithaeum chapter 42... gah...
  • Watching: The TV too... sort of...
  • Playing: Mindgamessss >:3
  • Eating: Biscuits with cheese >_> Need to eat more...
  • Drinking: Coffee...<3 Can't live without you!!
So... I'm very, very close to finishing the last chapters of Lithaeum. For those of you who don't know, that's the book I've been working on for YEARS. And at first, I couldn't wait for it to be finished, but now that the end is coming near, I'm frozen in fear. I'm stupid.
I think I'm afraid of finishing it, letting it go. I'm at chapter 42 now, and I've been stuck there for a few weeks. With every letter, every word, the end comes closer. The fact that it's almost finished is always in the back of my mind, with everything I write. I suppose it's a very selective writer's block, because I can still rant and rave in my journal, poems and other drabbles. But Lithaeum...
Maybe I'm going to miss the characters too much. :XD: They've become almost like friends to me, people I know really well. I'm afraid to say goodbye. Of course, there will be more books in this series, but still... this is the first one, the one I've been planning for years. And to suddenly see it so close to being completed feels weird.

At this rate, it'll take me months to actually write those last eight chapters. Of course, a lot will happen in those chapters and that's when I usually write really fast. But somehow, I'm afraid of going too fast this time. And yet I don't want it to take months. Gods, someone, tell me something encouraging. I'm scared, and fear either makes me not write at all, or just slip into writer's block. HALP! X3

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My birthday is May 29, which makes me a Gemini. Which leads to that 'barrel of contradictions' thing.
I used to live in a huge house in the middle of nowhere. Now I live in a small apartment in the city. Adjustment problems for the win!
Though I'm female, I hate that fact because of the evilness of boobies.
I'm usually very cheerful and maybe a bit hyper, but if the situation is serious then so will I be.
My friends are everything to me and I would do anything for them. But backstabbing is a no-go. I'm forgiving, but not forgetful.
Almost no-one really knows me. Though I may seem to be an open book, I like keeping sensitive things to myself.

^ The above text may vary according to my mood. :XD:

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  • Interests: Writing, drawing, singing, friends, cats
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  • Favourite poet or writer: Don't really have a favourite... I suck.
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Hey Hey Uumie. Hope you are doing ok. Take care of yourself.
I will! :hug: And I hope you're okay too!

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:heart:, Uumie.
Thank you very much for the watch! (Sorry that I'm slow at replying XD ) I really appreciate it C:

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You're very welcome! :) And it's okay - I'm pretty slow too. :XD:

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:heart:, Uumie.

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